When we lay on my bed this afternoon with the blinds and curtains closed and you napped and drowsily held my hand, I watched your face — so happy and at peace.

I lay there hoping that this time would last much longer than I knew it would and then when I started to fall asleep I willed the warmth away, not wanting to waste a moment.

You are so very beautiful my love when you are sleeping or awake but that happy innocent smile is the most beautiful thing that I know.